Happy Mr. Sun

Warm fresh air. Happy.
The smell of burnt charcoal. Happy.
Ice cold drinks. Happy.

It was a happy weekend.
We barbequed (and I end up going to the toilet happily) and made abc + rojak. Still could not beat swee kang though. But still, we made the most ot of it. Than another trip to the Carnival ground for 6 more spins of the bumper car. So much Fun!!

 

ice crusher

 

playing under the sun

more spins on heart beating rides. (not me this time. dh serik)

hand on left side gripping hard on the gondola pole.

 not forgetting the mission of playing bumpercars. 

55€ for more than 55 tokens. =)

And that was how I spent my weekend.

ngeDULT

"apa polah kitak?"
"aihh mek gi ngeDult bahh"
"pabenda ngeDult ya"
"Dult ya event spring sitok, kamek membahasa Srawak kan nya bah, alu jdi ngeDult tek"
... zzz ...

Not that conversation ever existed, I just made it up. haha. This whole week, Dult has been on. It's somewhat like a festival or funfair to welcome spring, thus it's called frühjahr Dult aka. early year festival. Ifyou look it up in Wikipedia, it somehow has to do with the church calender but that I'm very unsure of.

So what's with Dult.
I get to have cotton candy, go on rides and smell sweet tasting icing sugar with cinnamon in the air. It's a festival. Expect lots of beers, food and everything fun for all ages. Not forgetting Germans in their tradional costumes. Smack those leather shorts!

Damn, how excited these guys were on bumper cars. Guys will always have an inner boy inside of them when ladies will one day eventually loose their inner girl. Sigh.

*happy boys*

Than we all got excited looking at this big machine. Some spinning ride that turns you upside down making you feel like milk shake later on. My face was practically numb after being spinned so many times not forgetting how my body ached (I'm getting old T.T)

More pictures.

I took the last two photos from the ferris wheel. It was almost sunset (and freakingly cold!). I like going up on ferris wheels because I get to see the full view of the area. So pretty.

It's always fun to have something to look foward to. Now that spring is officially here, we get to BBQ tomorrow!! yeayy!!

Till then, tchüss

Search Radar ON

At times, love can be such an issue for all of us. Owh, the emotions and hurt. How I wish I fell in love when I was 15 and it still feels the same. The miracle of being a teen in love. Where things are all glittery and nothing can stop the beating heart as the guy looks to you from the corner of his eyes. At times where you felt the whole world is yours and your feet feels like jelly. At this age, there are family or friends and most of the time what people think about you, not forgtting money and studies. If I ever come across a guy who makes me feel like I'm in love at the age of 15. He's my jackpot for my future.

If only there was someone to hold my hand and not be ashamed or too concious about what people might think. To take my hand when I cross the roads. To tell me constantly that I am beautiful though I may not be the most, but to him I am. Someone who is so assured that he will always be there for me to give out hugs and cheek pecks no matter where. One that I can share my life with and not be only behind the scenes like a mistress in a cantonese film, that no one knows about.

Money may not be the issue. I can buy things I like on my own than a person can buy for me. Some guys flood their girlfriends with tons and tons of expensive gifts, but they do not know how to make a girl feel loved. 

It seems like I'm seeking for attention (hah! maybe I am), but if any of you feels like your relationship is like a contracted temporary one, my heart goes out to you. It's only for the time being. No future, no strings attached. It's sad, and most of the time, it hurts.

To think about it again, I guess no one can ever love me like my mum, sister, extended family or even my girlfriends does. Because no guy can ever love above those or maybe I'm yet to find one. That's the downside on having so much love I guess, to know that there are always people to be by your side no matter what situation, especially when there are always people out to hurt you.

If you think you are capable of loving me as much, I am looking foward to meeting you.

Midst of Nothing

Yay! I just finished cutting my nails. Sometimes it's such a nuisance since it grows so super fast and they come out all long fake-nails like. Maybe one day I should do a post about Nails since I always get quetions on how pretty my nails are *blush*. hehee...

And today, yes I cleard out my closet! I have been procrestinating on doing it. Why I want to do so? I have'nt rearrange my closet in quite a while and I seem to have trouble to look for clothes I want to wear. Especially during the winter, it always seems like my scarfs are always missing. I even thought a sweater was long gone until today! Lord bless closet cleaners. I've put away all my winter clothes leaving little room for (maybe new summer clothes!). It's still 'little room' since I do not know why I still have limited space in there.

After another long and many snip cuts of split ends, I finally put myself to do something good to my hair. Maybe another good post would be on my hair. What do you think? Hmm.. My hair has been traumatizing me to spend much time on the shampoo and conditioner section for care. It's like a nightmare cos I'm not born to take care of hair. Now it seems like it's throwing tamtrums on me by not being in place. So my long time buddy olive oil will hopefully do it for me.

Ok, so what's going on now? The world seems to be in chaoes after the death of Polish President last week, not mentioning the volcanic eruption in Iceland. If you spend time watching CNN, definately it'll sink in to you. 1600 flights cancelled on the weekends. Thank God I was on on any of them (I'm prone to travelling alone). If that happens while I'm travelling alone, my iPod will die entertaining me in the midst of my calm expression but going crazy inside. Owh, not forgetting the Red Protest in Thailand. How bangga will Man U be of that. The world is getting crazy each hour and we are a part of it.

Still trying to get myself to study. Starting bit by bit. Hopefully more blessings this semester.
I'm going now. Smile a lot kays!

Spell it L.O.V.E

My heart goes out to those having LDRs aka. long distance relationships. Sometimes distance do make the heart grow fonder especially through tough times when your world feels like falling down. Being independent is always a virtue of a strong heart. At times when your period pain sucks real hard and you wish that he could be the one who brings you the hot bottle and watch you sleep. Though I've never gone through it before, I'm really touched by efforts of those to sustain a realtionship though distance, not forgetting time diffrence is always a pain.

"it's always a goodbye hug at the airport, a welcome hug is rare because of uni holiday timetable diffrence"

I almost had a teary eye. Most people publicize their love live. There are a handful that don't, but that does not make them love their partner less or think about them less.

Sometimes I would stop to think, how much effort does a guy actually really put in their relationship and that guys are not capable of loving as much as a girl does. The world tells the tale as a guy is only capable of sex and not love. But again as I look around my community of guy friends, yes they do go the extra mile for their girlfriends, and that they are capable of loving, sometimes as much as a girl loves. To come back waiting patienty for a call, to get a glimpse of her face on the webcam frame. See how much love put us through. Everyone knows it's tough.

I on the other hand was far off the hook through my series of moodiness, no thankful enough until it hit me. No, I do not have to go through a lot of things that my LDR friends go through and I'm thankful for that. Life is though with the person supposedly to be your other half away from you. Appreciate that someone who is always there for you through distance.

But than again, there is this thing called LOVE that will leave fields of butterflies in ur stomach.

Reason To Be

With practically nothing much to do and little classes to attend, I think that made my emotions fluctuate most of the time. I've had countless days sulking alone maybe much on blaming another practically on nothing. I annoy myself most of the time and my cycling rotuine just stopped because of the wather. I tried my hand on tennis which I am really nothing at and seriously, I feel like spending money which I have less at the moment. Clear my visions, make a new path to walk.

Let me talk about the weather. Officially it's spring but it does not feel like spring with those dark gloomy clouds hanging above my head. It dramatically cold with the weather forecast forecasting snow this week. Noo.. please not snow..

SO confirmed that I will be spending a few days in PARIS in june with AMANDA SURA and ABIGAIL JINGGUT. Tickets and accomodations all booked. Please make Disneyland the best place we will ever visit our entire lives. Bring on the French! *no, I do not know any. Ms. Pame. Help!*

For the moment, I know it's early but I ave been searching for my own birthday present. It is an annual thing I do. To get something I really want for myself on my birthday. Call it lame. I don't really care. A Gucci bag for 800€ could exactly kill me on the spot. Coach Bags are still out of the Europe circle.

Ok well maybe I'll find something somewhere somehow. As long as I'm happy.

So I want to show pictures. Ok everybody.

Roti Canai Session. Haa.. hebat. hebat.

So seperti biasa, orang birthday, aku polah la kek.. kelak mun aku birthdaypandey2 la k. =P

Happy Birthday DG.

Now it does not matter to me anymore that I'm always the only girl among these boys.

Friedberg CG Easter

Food...

Decorations ...

Fellowship ...

Dance ...

Poco-poco

Feasting ...

We must be celebrating something right? Yeap, it's thecelebration of the risen King! Done by Friedberg Cell Group. Redeem 2 rejoice was the theme for the day. We celebration the rising of the Son on the third day! It was such a blessing to be there. I ate until I could'nt move. -_-

Easter in Köln

I left for Friedberg last Thursday to celebrate Easter with my fellow Jesus lovers in Friedberg. =) A tiring journey it really was. Even travelling with the ICE. Gahh.. it seemed like forever! I left at 1330hrs and managed to only arrive at almost 1900hrs. That's almos equivalnbet to time spent on a normal RB which is much more cheaper!! Not forgetting the 50% bahncard that I bought after putting so much thought into it. ICE was delayed in Regensburg for 30 minutes which seemed like forever because it was damn cold due to rain and wind.

Thus Saturday came, which was planned an Easter celebration in Köln. I went along with Annd, Tommy and their Indo chruch friends for a gathering in Köln. Yearly during Easter, they would have a somewhat like a joint Easter Celebration from Indo churches in Netherlands and Germany. Like so cool right? On that day itself, there was more than 250 people alltogether for the celebration of Christ. Even that amount could sweep the entire amount of real believers in Germany.

We started out at 5am, as our train was real early!! Tommy had to usher for the event so he had to be there by 0930hrs. The real service was at 0200hrs. Before that they had like a inter church clip competition which I did not stay for. Annd and I went down to the city for me to become a tourist and Annd the tourist guide. Yes, my first time entering NRW. After almost 2 years here. Made me feel so Bayerish. zzt.

Pictures from the Köln Dom. Painted glass were all over and their organs were huge which was so amazing. Imagine how they built it back then.

Construction of Cologne Cathedral began in 1248 and took, with interruptions, until 1880 to complete. It is 144.5 metres long, 86.5 m wide and its towers are approximately 157 m tall.The cathedral is one of the world's largest churches and the largest Gothic church in Nothern Europe. For four years, 1880-84, it was the tallest structure in the world. [adapted from wiki]

There wasnt much to see in Köln. We walked the shopping street which was so much better than Munich. =) It was pretty cold and it did not take much time before it started to drizzle. There were lots of street artists as weel around the area (dressed in costumes and such). Than one was quite interesting. I always thought that those 3d chalk art were edited until I saw it myself (but did not stay long enough till he finished it). Amazing.

The crucifixition of Christ.

We than headed back to church. I missed the feeling of being in a community that actually really cares for me like in a church. A place where everything will be alright, because God is so amazing and all you would want to do is just praise Him for his love. All throughout the service, my eyes was so filled with tears than I myself drizzled non stop. It's been a while since I've felt so secure with God and how I've always overlooked my blessings instead of putting my trust in Him.

We sang praises and watched presentations done by churches. I really miss those. 

I've recorded videos too. Spot annd in this one.
Rayakan Yesus Rayakan

And this one will make Desi smile.. Sori des, nga clear sgt.
Untuk Des

I'm not sure how to upload vids on my post cos the upload video button seems to be gone. Sila tolong saya.

Blessed Easter everyone!!